its only the wind
music , photographs, quotes, lyrics,
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Nov 30
“ The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen"— Elisabeth Kubler-Ross
1999 live at Madison Square Garden, NewYork city
i found this Elisabeth Kubler-Ross earlier this morning....there --> first thru http://twitter.com/mrskutcher --> thru http://twitter.com/oprah and i believe this is so true...i love recording all these beautiful words for my little diary...it's nice to wake up to these words in the morning, while i drink my chai latte, it's much better than hearing about dark sides, i try and stay away from it as much as possible...i feel so much better today...i think this week was rough, i don't know why but i've never felt so low in a long time, probably since the beginning of this year as a matter of fact but this time it was much worse, it felt like a lake of fire...i feel like a guinea pig experiment by seeing my reaction to certain situations, you know much like my dear friend Wolverine 1,560,383 views and all his mutant family 2318 views i just found this...i felt ill reading a few posts this week, it made me sick to my stomach, while others made me distraught from their own personal grief and life experiences, i feel for them...
...for some reason i read in to it (because I WANT TO LEARN just like all of you, you like to learn too right?) and i like learning from my teacher, so with an open mind i read what he has to say and then...the feeling took over my body and then i had violent uncontrollable outbursts of cries throughout the day and night...
...it felt like being in the gates of hell and my head hurt on the upper left side like a hammer pounding down non-stop, i couldn't eat, barely slept, i felt really selfish, irrational and angry because i wanted to delete myself again, but then i would be sad because i wouldn't have all my favourite songs again to listen to, sometimes i still want to delete myself...
...now i think about it...this delete thing i keep talking about is equivalent to killing yourself online also...because you'd be gone like a ghost and no one would've known who you are (if anyone ever read you or me anyways) or what you're about or what you stand for, if anything, or what you fight or feel for, if anything...which is fine because who needs internet when you have real family, but if you don't have family there's good people online? there's both, you just have to find the good people, they will help you...which i still find scary because i couldn't handle millions reading me either...how's that for an analysis, enjoying the cause and effect this week in posting? if i did delete no one would care anyways, who cares what i have to say? again i write for my own personal enjoyment...i bet my favourite teacher doesn't even read me...that's ok...i'm boring to read in to anyways...but you should go follow him though, he has a lot of pretty pictures you might like, also i just found it it's their memorial...this will be a tribute then...to all those who fight for peace
AKS7405 Coming Home - John Legend 126,552 views
March 01, 2007
March 01, 2007
A video of pictures of the war in Iraq, put together to the song of "Coming Home" by John Legend
Category: Music
...it's also strange i'm studying my reactions myself as i write this all down and study others' works...i'm not sure why i enjoy this writing now so much, i think it's because i like to find a GOOD song from one of my AMAZING artists (project never ending) to cheer me up when i'm in the blues...music uplifts me, what do you think, doesn't it? does for me anyways...i don't know what i'd do without it? i'd be really bored without music in my ears, can you imagine if there was no more songs to sing? how long will it take you to sing your song? life would be empty and even probably some people nowadays don't listen to music either or enjoy arts...they should, you should...think of what we can create, save, preserve instead of destroy another good thought, this is good learning for me...i have to be stronger...and there's times i want to give up
...do you know what that feels like? it's NOT a good feeling, it's disgusting, have you ever been down in the dumps before? don't worry you're not alone, i think there's more out there that have been really sad, really really SAD whatever the situation, no one deserves to go there, down that road, do you read me? NO ONE, whether you're a boy or a girl, baby, mom, dad, brother, sister, nana, pappy...we have to stay positive...and i'll pray for a better tomorrow for us...i always think about this? i'm sure i'm not the only one who thinks about this the only difference now i guess is instead of me just thinking about it, i'm writing it down here for...me...i just want peace and harmony for all my friends...that's the way we roll up here...and you're all welcome to join us, we welcome you with open arms...and then when you get here we'll give you a BIG HUG huh? don't know what a hug is? it's like this
...if you've been down in the dumps there's only one way left to go and that's back on top...#1 honey bees you can make it, if i did you can too <3>God Bless You...xoxoxo
NilaDomenico Sting - Fragile 53,437 views (sad i couldn't see the www.onenightlive.ca, so this is my tribute there's more...)
August 29, 2008
August 29, 2008
Emocionante...
Category: Entertainment
ok now i'm double elated because...it brought me to this song don't cry daddy (i haven't heard this one for a long time EITHER)...thanks teacher :) and youtube AGAIN...thank you are you guys SIC of me saying thank you all the time? sorry, i remember when lisa sang this it was really emotional amma find that one too...isn't this wonderful? my musical journey...<3>, i tell you i'm very sensitive about my writing, it's quite draining sometimes, i think i'm understanding a writer more...especially after hearing Elizabeth Gilbert on Ted Talks...i'm not sure how long i can have this post up Elvis Presley live in Las Vegas 12th August 1970 with Don't Cry Daddy and In The Ghetto
oh my God i just found the Lisa Marie special...i want to cry again but from joy this time, tears of joy...it's so beautiful...you know how much i love ELVIS right? yah i really love ELVIS
(words & music by scott davis)
Today I stumbled from my bed
With thunder crashing in my head
My pillow still wet
From last night tears
And as I think of giving up
A voice inside my coffee-cup
Kept crying but
And ringing in my ears
Dont cry daddy
Daddy, please dont cry
Daddy, youve still got me and little tommy
Together well find a brand new mommy
Daddy, daddy, please laugh again
Daddy ride us on your back again
Oh, daddy, please dont cry
Why are children always first
To feel the pain and hurt the worst
Its true, but somehow
It just dont seem right
cause evry time I cry I know
It hurts my little children so
I wonder will it be the same tonight
Dont cry daddy
Daddy, please dont cry
Daddy, youve still got me and little tommy
Together well find a brand new mommy
Daddy, daddy, please laugh again
Daddy ride us on your back again
Oh, daddy, please dont cry
Oh, daddy, please dont cry
nathancarol Elvis & Lisa Marie Presley - Don't Cry Daddy (Musical Video) 942,865 views
March 07, 2007
March 07, 2007
Elvis & Lisa Marie Presley - Don't Cry Daddy (Musical Video 3.50 min.)
Elvis Presley - Amazing Grace
Recorded: 1971/03/15, first released on "He Touched Me"
Words & Music: Arranged by Elvis Presley
Lyrics:
Amazing grace,
Oh, how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost,
But now I'm found
Was blind,
But now I see
When we've been there
Ten thousand years,
Bright shinning as the sun
We've no less days
To sing God's praise
Then when, when we first begun
Through many dangers
Toils and snares
I have already come
T'was grace that brought me
Safe thus far
And grace will lead me home
Amazing grace,
Oh, how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost,
But now I'm found
Was blind,
But now I see
Was blind,
But now I see
...
...The Majesty...so don't cry daddy, don't cry mommy, i'm alright...
Recorded: 1971/03/15, first released on "He Touched Me"
Words & Music: Arranged by Elvis Presley
Lyrics:
Amazing grace,
Oh, how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost,
But now I'm found
Was blind,
But now I see
When we've been there
Ten thousand years,
Bright shinning as the sun
We've no less days
To sing God's praise
Then when, when we first begun
Through many dangers
Toils and snares
I have already come
T'was grace that brought me
Safe thus far
And grace will lead me home
Amazing grace,
Oh, how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost,
But now I'm found
Was blind,
But now I see
Was blind,
But now I see
...
...The Majesty...so don't cry daddy, don't cry mommy, i'm alright...
now after all this i just learned about Kübler-Ross model ...thanks ppl's...on another note...i have this amazing music tracker called ilike and all my songbirds are comin' to town...i don't have enough money to see them all but i will try...if you want me to take your foto please call me...pretty please...i'll do it for free...like anyone will read this but whatever...it's worth a shot...and...if i don't get to see you at least someone will and i thank you for being online...xoxoxo have a blessed day everyone...
